Waking up everyday in the same exact way Cursing through the day same as yesterday Dressing without worry like a lazy Saturday Living a sorry life while awaiting end of day I felt like a sad story under a cloud of gray No where to go but I never wanted to stay Wanting to be heard but had no word to say Smiling with everyone who assumed I'm okay Trusting in God that I should never go astray Worried I'd never have something to die for But praying I discover anything I could live for Everyone else was nurturing talents to grow Embracing what they believed was essential I was watching and waiting for mine to show At some point I felt I wasn't anything special I kept my head down so no one could know But the more they grew my worry got crucial My life was like a stream with no current flow Sounded like an off beat song with no intro One day I chose to become introspective Looking for one good thing that's addictive So that I'd hold on to it till I g...